October 14, 2009: A Clarification

I just received a phone call, and I feel that I need to clarify a few points about my last blog entry. Anything that was stated was my perception of reality. It is not cold, hard set in stone fact. It is simply my perception of what was going on around me.

I released this grudge publicly because it had been held very publicly. If you knew me over the past 2 1/2 years, I'm sure that you knew about this grudge as well. Because it had been held so publicly, I felt that in order for it to be properly released, it had to be done very publicly.

Don't get me wrong, there are a few other people that I was holding grudges against. However, they weren't nearly as big as this grudge or held nearly as publicly. So I didn't feel that they needed to be released as publicly.

In writing that blog, I was never intending to say that the person that I was holding the grudge against in any way caused what has happened to my family over the past 2 1/2 years. I was saying that I had caused what has happened because I was the one that held the grudge.

I was not trying to get in another shot or air any kind of dirty laundry. I felt the only way to truly help myself let it all go was to put it out there and then say that I have released it. I feel that I was truly able to do that. I sincerely apologize to anyone that was hurt or offended. It was not my intention for the blog to read wrong. It was truly my intention to release everyone from this grudge so that we could move on with out lives in a positive manner.

I hope that this clarifies what was said in the last blog and that there is no confusion.